Pop Sensation Britney Spears Speaks Out About Estrangement from her Sons

Britney Spears, who has had it rough the last couple of years, has just recently released a sequence of audio

Britney Spears

Britney Spears, who has had it rough the last couple of years, has just recently released a sequence of audio clips on social media, such as Instagram, in which she has decided to discuss her alienation from her two sons, Sean who is 16 and Jayden who is 15.

In the recordings that Spears decided to release, much was revealed. It shows her unhappiness from being forced to lose contact with her sons all because of her difficult relationship with her father, Jamie Spears. Ultimately, Britney has wished that he “burns in hell.”

With her kids involved, they have had their grandfather's back stating that most people do not know how much he actually cares for their mother and that he wants the best for her. It is a difficult situation as the father is involved and tries to protect the kids as well from what he sees as Britney’s embarrassment.

Spears Speaks Out over Heartbreaking Estrangement with Sons

Spears, who is 40 years old, has reflected on the pain she has been feeling by not having her children by her side. She stated that it feels as if “a huge part of me has died.”

“I used to have my kids, at one point, more than Kevin," she says. "People don't remember that part because they always focus on the negative, but when they were 6 to 9 years old, I had them 70% of the time. Since they've been gone, I've honestly felt like a huge part of me has died. Like literally, I have no purpose anymore. They were my joy, they were my everything … that was what I lived for. And then all of a sudden, they were gone, and I was like, oh my God, did my heart just stop beating? Honestly, I don't understand how it's just so easy for them just to cut me off like that. I don't understand it,” the pop star states.

Spears has been nothing but honest with how she feels. She seems to also address the way she feels about her father, who has seem to put her through everything. Spears' father, Jamie, was the one who was known for placing his daughter under a conservatorship back in the year of 2008 after she had multiple breakdowns, multiple hospitalizations and so on.

She brought her sons into the equation, causing more havoc. She states, "Sorry you feel I do it for attention. I’m sorry for the way you feel. But guess what? I’ve got news for you. I’m a child of God as well we all are in God’s eyes. So NOPE I’m not sorry. I’ve learned to say SO!!!”

Britney is Still Furious at Her Dad

Along with her trying to go at her father she says, "Me saying I'm a child of God is something I shouldn't have said to you guys," the pop star clarifies. "That's something I should have to said to my father. I've always been told that the only one who can fix your heart is the one who broke it. Go to the source. But that will never happen, because I pray he burns in hell.”

Spears showed no remorse for her blistering takedown of her father. She made it clear that she had also attended AA meeting back in the day to handle her consumption. With this being said, her father never allowed her to miss any meetings.

Spears states, "The way my dad made it for me, I had to go no matter what," she says, describing her treatment as "cutting me off from everything I knew … I did feel like they were trying to kill me. With my kids now, making the claims that she's not good enough, she wants attention. Yeah, I do want to be heard, and I'm angry," she explains. "All I know is my love for my children is more than anything, and I'm sorry if I hurt you guys in any way."

She adds on, "Until then, Jayden and Preston, I adore you. I was told you guys have blocked me. I hope you're using your punching bag I gave you," she says. "You guys are unbelievable in the gym. Happy early birthday. You guys can do pull ups. Wow. You're skilled in everything you do. I'm so blessed to even call you mine, and I just want you to know I apologize, my ignorance in saying so; to you guys — that was meant for my father.”

It's a disturbing addendum to the saga of Spears since she was released from her conservatorship. Although fans have celebrated to see the once-hostage pop star free and on her own, her behavior recently has sent reminders of why she was hospitalized to begin with. The drama with her sons could be a bridge too far – time will tell.